Monday, April 27, 2009 @ 9:49 PM
" NONE OF US IN THIS WORLD IS PERFECT , NEITHER YOU ! "
i'm telling this straight to your f***ing face !
Dont comment on people if you have the guts to stand up for yourself first !
school life sucks big time !
i'm so random .. HAHA !
Wondering , will i still have the interest kept in my heart for school anot ..
ANDY , stand strong ..
i need to build up some confidence ~ ~ ~
& when will my POA lecture notes will come to me ?
it've been two weeks ler .. i'm craving for my POA to photocopied to me !!!
ARGH !
having diffcultity to study right now .. no books nothing gain into my brain ..
going to turn in soon ,
come here to release out my unhappiness !
*FCUK !
Saturday, April 25, 2009 @ 12:33 AM
*(Coughing sound) ..I'm sorry for the lacking of my updates for the past few days ..my whole week were filled with many programmes like revising my work .. busy with everything that involved in school life .. i'm exhuasted , but no choice when i have come to this stage , no doubts that i will give up ? HAHA ..let me see .. where should i get started ?currently just came back from work and supper with RAY earlier on .. going to do my weekends homework after blogging .weekdays have to go school , weekends got to work .. where got time for me to rest ?haha , sounds like i'm complaining it to myself .. LOL !so now i got the free time , i shall faster update my blog ..school was so far so good for me ..lessons taught by my teachers have gave me the intense to keep learning ..is that true ? HAHA ! of cause .. but i'm quite rather confused about POA i'm learning right now ..so i better pay much attention to this module i'm having ..anyway thanks to WAHIDA for this morning ..coming to school at the time where she should be still having her blanket on her bed ..LOL .. as she lived near to the campus .. but anyway thanks to her for explaination i maybe gotten myself a clearer view for the chapter which i'm learning right now ? HAHA !so from now onwards , will have lesser time to blog ..pardon me for that .. cause i've no time till weekends ..hmm , think that will be all ..eyes are eventually shutting down , so i shall hurry and get my tasks done ..got to go and have my homework completed as well ..
till here , take care readers !
Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 10:39 PM
TODAY IT'S MONDAY ..which means MONDAY BLUESSSSS ARE HERE !!!Eventually , half of the day i was excused for my lessons .. because today is CCA day for all April intake student ..so the CCA fair was quite plain for our store (station) ..with my last mintues of talented brain , i actually produce out something like flyers to the students out there .. actually i'm quite proud to think of this idea .. HAHA ! to let the students all the information that can be found in that flyers .. photocopied around 30 pieces .. i'm generous !results , hmm .. got at least twelve of the students interested .. at least not a blank paper overall ! HAHA !school ended at around five .compare to last time when i was in NITEC , it wasnt suppose to have this kind of timing and you will hear all those students trying their very best to escape for the lessons .. or to beg their lecturer to release them earlier .. but in H (NITEC) , NO ! much more stricter .. too bad .. HAHA ! took bus back home ..that's my day .. pretty tired !whole day at school .. reached home prolly around six ..ANDY ! you've to endure this for the next upcoming years ..well , got to go mugging my books already ..it's revision and my sleeping time ..alrights , time to go ..cya readers ..*random , i declare that i hope and will try to blog everyday so that i can leave every bits of my memories in this little blog .. sometimes recalling back my past , its leave me with abit of tender feeling .. COOL ! but some of the parts will still bring me back the emotion feelings too ..
Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 1:43 AM
I'M BORED .. so that's the reason i'm here :D
been sitting infront of my lappy for nearly one an hours ..
busy online and having my notes infront of my lappy .. but my sickness was still stuck in my body ..
well , right now having my new textbooks and begin to flip through and read it ..
what a tough life i am going to have for the upcoming two years ..
the modules is like damm hard .. but hope i can make it through ..
questions mark begin to start appearing in my brain .. hurting those poor cells in my brain , LOL !
how crappy am i ! pardon me for that ..
because there is nothing that can entertain myself but just my ownself ..
well , today lesson finally get started ..
at first i was in a lost .. thanks goodness i try to go understand it ..
shall have my revision almost everyday ..
anyway , i'm glad that my class advisor really make the lesson go fun and interesting ..
finally have my notes joint down .. as i've not got my complete sets of books yet ..
aftermath , school ended at one ..
as usual went to find my groups of friends ..
have my lunch and took bus back home with RAY ..
but different way .. in the bus felt terriably unwell ..
but i still instead to go work .. no choice , need MC to prove .. but the doctor issued me with only one day rest ..
work was alright and it ended at ten ..
then took trained back home with kwang wei ..
wondering should i offered to take up another CCA ..?
so it will be useful to my GPA in the furture ?
*thinking hard ..
suprising missed the times i am right now ..
woots ~ it already 2am ..
and i'm still awake ..
why ? because tomorrow is weekends !
but the sad thing is , i got to work ..
well ,
shall turn in soon in thirty mintues time ..
got to memorise all those important keywords before saying hellon to my bed ..
HAHA !
that's all peeps !
stay chill !
Thursday, April 16, 2009 @ 9:31 AM
i'm lazy to blog nowdays .. pardon me for these few days ..well , school reopened for three days ler ..so far so good , but i've got myself fall sick ..damm it ! HAHAfeel weird blogging in this timing ..it's going to be ten in the morning .. got myself consulted to a doctor yesterday straight after my taekwondo training .. the fees cost me a bomb ! anyway health is more important than money .. am i right ? you cant possibly buy your health back with your money right ?anyway , ortentation was fun .. but it will be good if my class can be more abit bonded ..nevermind , as we just knew each other ..HAHA ! i still can't memorise their names yet .. not enough memory in my brain yet .. LOL !sad to say , RAY isnt having the same class as me .. but our class is just beside one another ..better than nothing .. however thanks goodness i'm not alone the class .. still got two friends of mine who is same with me .. suprising to say that there were'nt O level stidents inside my class .all bascially from NITEC course .. all their GPA score is damm high , while mine is like so average .. but hope i will make it through for these upcoming two years ..damm me ! today lessons are going to start , but i just got myself sick !sigh , how i wish i'm in the classroom right now .. gaining knowledge from the lecturer ..got myself MC for one day ..tomorrow will be going back to school ..finally .. but we will be release quite early compared to today timing ..right now listening to english songs ..currently addicited to it .. time do passed by very fast .. after two years might be going into NS ..unless i can make it through polytechinc .. hope i will be able ..people please movtivate me .. of course i need to put in more effort as well ..alrights ,shall be resting right now ..as i've got myself medcinie moments ago ..it have me feel drownsy ..stay tune for my next update ..take peeps !
Monday, April 13, 2009 @ 10:43 PM
Let me shared with you this interesting topic about what is a true HAPPINESS is ..Ah, happiness - isn't that the thing that all of us strive to find, to achieve and then to maintain for the rest of our lives? Being happy isn't quite as simple as having money or being an A-listed celebrity, despite what the media may tell you. Once you dig past the surface and get away from the superficiality, the true meaning of happiness - comfort, content and joy - becomes clear. But still, the one question that gnaws at us all endlessly: How do we achieve it? Perhaps the answer isn't as complicated as we think.
Nobody is happy all of the time, but some people are definitely more fulfilled than others and it doesn't seem to have much to do with material goods or high achievement. Being happy is supposedly simple, supposedly easy, this and that as you watch an endless list of reality shows and "ultimate guides". However, looking around more carefully, you may realize that people living any kind of lifestyle may be more content with it than you - your neighbour, that kid from school, the dog walker down the road. So what do they have that you don't? Don't just find out - get it for yourself.
@ 6:18 AM
IT'S TIME TO FORGIVE AND FORGET EVERYTHING !
i'm here to blog that i'm super duper early today !
*LAME ..
But i'm proud of that ..
all the best ANDY !
*GIGGLE ..
a new beginning of journey and a new chapter of life is awaiting for me (:
Sunday, April 12, 2009 @ 9:45 PM
SCHOOL IS STARTING TOMORROW !
i'm not ready yet !
oh gosh ~ *panic ..
just kidding ..
got my things set already for tomorrow ..
i'm craving for some of my friends will be the same class as me ..
RAY ! hahas ..
hopefully ..
Well ,
today i'm an early bird ..
woke up at eight in the morning because ..
morning shift .. worked untill four in afternoon ..
time do passed by quite fast working in the period ..
after work , hurry went home and rest then prepare and met RAY ..
went for dinner .. chatted alot .. then on the way saw my aunt and sis ..
then accompany him waited for bus and off i went home to catch the campus superstar ..
their last chapter and they will crown the new champion .. !
althought i never catched the show along the way , but its seems to pick up my interest to tune in .. laughs .. wondering why ?
got to wake my ass up tomorrow early ,
school starts right at eight tomorrow ..
hopefully i wont be late ..
that's why i'm doing quite an early post for today ..
tomorrow BRO (RAY) & I will be going to school tomorrow ..
dont be late .. HAHA !
yeah , looking forward what kind of friends will i make this time round ..
shall work hard for this round , wont let any opprtunties to slip away from me !
have to adpot and sleep early from now onwards ..
alrights ,
i'm turning in soon !
cya readers ,
shall update my blog whenver i'm free , but not that often ..
bye :D
Saturday, April 11, 2009 @ 12:25 AM
PEOPLE DO CHANGE .. RAY did explain to me why people change for ..
anyway peeps , in real life who will you treat the best in your life ?
your precious friend or your partner (gf/bf) ? ..
i think this is a sentative topic i guess .. ?
if we all could balance well these both things is the best :D
but some just couldnt ..
nevermind ,
life sucks big time for me ..
*fake smile (:
well ,
away from the emo post ..
working for the past two days ..
school will be reopening in few days time ..
wonder how will be the new environment will be for me ?
life is full of mystery , it is for us to overcome and solve it ..
hmm ,
missed those times especially when i'm in secondary school times ..
those SYF period , those N-LEVEL rush period ..
where we will really put in our effort for it and enjoy the blossom of the results ..
it's seems to be my part of my memories which will not be erase untill the day i leave the world ..
how i wish times could be rewind back to last time ..
i know it's impossible , yet i still wishful for that ..
the journey and the life i'm leading now , well i could say it maybe already counted as fortunate compare to those misfortunate kids out there ...
i should be satiscfied with it already .. thanks god :D
nevertheless ,
if a person got what he/she wanted ..
the surrounding people sometimes may get affected ..
which will create problem .. *random *promise are meant to be broken ..
i'm blogging out every bits of my emotional right now ..
bleeding in my heart .. searching my true idenity/soul in the midnight ..
looking forward to each everyday what's gonna happen ..
in my life ..
i swear i do not treat anyone as my enemy so far !
maybe that time my brain wasnt clear enough ..
maybe i do not know the consquence ..
maybe you got what you have ler .. that's good ..
friend ,
my heart melted since whenever we pick up a fight ..
those times we quarrel over a small thing ..
you never knew ..
maybe i treasure this friendship too deep ?
maybe you didnt realise ..
or you dont appriecate ?
nevermind what i cuurently wish for is that our friendship may last long ..
it's seems that this is quite a emtional post i ever posted ?
hiding too many matter over my heart wasnt that a good feeling i suppose ?
"please spare a thought for me" ..
"what about you ? did ever spare thought for me " ..
laughs , guess it will never be an end ..
two more days before school is going to commence ..
althought it is not a new environment for me BUT it will be a new life journey for me this time round .. friend let us keep contact , dont let it stop ..
hmm will be excuse work for tomorrow ..
what should i spend this day on ?
setting my mindset ready for the school reopen ? going out to enjoy ?
lots of question mark start to appear on my mind ..
i shall see myself (:
quarreling over a matter doesnt mean the mattter will let it be rest ..
i shall not elvaborate more ..
let me end my post with a slogan ..
" DO NOT BE REGRET ON WHAT YOU ARE LOSING , WHEN YOU TURNED BACK ,
IT'S ALL ALREADY TOO LATE "..
if people dont appriecate what you have done , let them bear the consequence ..
shouldnt care anymore , i'm tired .. and also happiness is only for a period ..
goodnights everyone .. !
Thursday, April 9, 2009 @ 11:39 PM
WHO'S GONNA BE HERE FOR ME ? !!!
i have to act happy infront , but the facts is behind my back ..
my heart seems to be bleeding continously ..
dont feel looking forward to school as well ..
the life i'm leading now seems to be meaningless ..
Wednesday, April 8, 2009 @ 11:21 PM
Sorry for the late updates once again , readers ..
will try to update my blog everyday ..
ermm ,
let me see .. what happened today ..
nothing special actually ..
have soccer with my friends in the morning (wont mention names because lazy) ..
was late actually as i overslept .. but when i reached there , i was the second person who reach ..
think because the area/soccer court near my house i guess .. ?
have actually got myself sunburned ..
played till noon , and have lunch with them ..
bid-goodbye to my friends around two .
walked back home , prepare myself to meet weihoon and wahida at around evening .. :D
went to JP , have our dinner over there too ..
saw andrea and aloy while we were walking near to SWEDENS ..
such a small world it is ! have fish pasta for my dinner (:
did brought myself a new bag .. it's in white colour .. then my aunt keep nagging at me " white colour will get easily dirty derhs " .. then i shooted her back " i will keep it clean want ".. LOL ..
as long i like , it's my duty to keep my bag clean want ..
aftermath , trained back home ..
what a tiring day ..!
regarding about yesterday , i only know i'm working :p
will be working tomorrow as well ..
school will be reopening soon , dont why i'm not looking forwards to it ..!
hope the friends i make , .................
yeahs ,
shall be hitting my bed real soon !
c'ya readers/friends on my next updates !
people do change as time passed by , and i'm admit that i'm the one too ...
but i do savour the friendship we had but it seems that you dont ! i begin start to hate and dislikes you ! dont let me do this !
Monday, April 6, 2009 @ 3:34 PM
MY DEAREST CMB ..
got a SILVER for themselves ..
it's quite shocking news , but nevertheless you guys were awsome ..
most importantly you guys have enjoy making music ..
you guys rock to the earth ! (:
will update soon .
Sunday, April 5, 2009 @ 2:34 AM
I'm like finally back after a few days of disappearing ..
sorry for lack of updates ..
laziness is the reason .. HAHA !
but very well , what i can say is .. right now after five hours i will be at YIO CHU KANG stadium ..
taking my grading test ler .. as you all know , i'm not that type of person who can wake up very early want ..
so i decide to ton overnight .. i've been doing this (ton overnight) for the grading test for the past few years .. wondering why the orgainzer can't just set the grading test during afternoon time ..
*pray hard that i will not fall asleep later ..
will it affect my performance later ?
this is what i'm worry right now ..
just came back from work too .. i mean earlier on .. HAHA !
next time i should take off every sat before the grading test commence ..
feeling quite energerstic (wrong spelling) right now ..
shall have a cup of hot milo later before going out ..
hope that will booast my focus ..
peeps ,
wish me the best of luck ..
HAHA !
meanwhile was chatting with criz and kwangwei in the msn right now ..
that's the way that can kill my boredness ..
got to go for now , got to go find something to do ..
otherwise i might fall asleep ..!
then i will be dread .. HAHA !
the time right now is 245am ..
jiayous ANDY ! (: